The Real Her

Girl..
things will change
dam those haters
on the road to riches
they just a speed bump
eastward fellas find yourself
sorry 4 the wait
Aprilz very own <3
xo

Don't Make It Too Easy Girl , Dont Take It Too Fast

Things going well, doin my own
not always freakin to check my phone.

were still close i feel feel it girl
i just ain't on a quest for no pearl

who knows what december will bring?
probably gonna end with a sting

thats alright,
live n learn.

Aprilz very own <3

In My Zone

You say you wanna talk
thought you were gonna walk

about our direction?
should i take a reflection?
on all the good times
being together was once a crime

I can tell you don't want it,
but you need it

you wanna just be friends
but how long you gonna keep telling yourself that?

makes me wonder sometimes..

do i ever cross your mind?
or do you tell yourself your fine?

they say the first love is the sweestest
but that first cut is the deepest.

your worried about what I think.
but when i'm with you I dont blink

<3
Aprils very ownxo

I took a chance with my heart; and i feel it taking over

Memories can be your best friend
but the mixed with the present is one bad blend.
Id keep my distance
to keep my head

in my head is where the pain is
cos your all through my brain
like a cancer from the past
aint got no answer..

whats my plan?
play this hand?
go for bust
turn this shit to rust?

maybe i should just jump
this aint the same old speed bump
i'm at my lowest, this is a slump

gotta pick back up ,
get in this game

I'm changing lane
<3
Aprilz very own xo

Cos When I'm Not Around ; I'll Still Be There Spirit

Feels like i'm alright
coke instead of sprite
tryna find the light
without your love its just black and white
without your kiss, ive lost all sight
gonna find my way, gotta make it right
if you read this ;
you might laugh at me
or fall for me
but I cant take that risk,
had one too many hearts broken
before we had even spoken.
Aprils very own <3

damn really? even rosemary? even leanne seely?

times are hard without your touch;
you say that your nothing?
but how do i think about nothing all the time?
times are hard for a player in this game
touch n go, no time to bench
feels like some "dear john" shit we got goin on here
good, genuine and kind girls are hard to find
and harder to keep
tell me who did i leave behind?
Aprils very own <3

happy birthday drizzy

When She Moves ; The Time Doesn't

Why is it that the ones you need so close
are so far away?
do i need closure ? because i need you close?
ice cream conversation , they all want the scoop.
April seems so far away, because it is,
when i'm with you, will things even be the same?
time changes everything, even a fool knows that
do i act the fool?
at least it made you laugh
BR Aprils very own
<3