This Is Really One Of My Dumbest Flows Ever

wow girl
shit start changing
i'm doing all the things I promised I wouldn't do.
Why? It's all in my mind
This ain't temptation
and I'm not moving on?
so what do we call it?
changing lanes?
not making much progress.
but wow , what we had was unforgettable
thats probably why i dont want to hurt you.
At first I needed you;
I wanted you;
I was looking foward to April
now I'm living for today,
good for me? , yeah it is
you know what they say YOLO
so I ain't gonna wait for us.
It's not you, your worth it.
but I gotta get on with my life.
and you gotta take a step out of mine.
you gotta go back to an option
not a priority
I'll be your option as well.
its what we have to do.
Wow this has been a ride, in my head.
every blog was a different thought,
now I'm done?
hopefully you understand.
I can't leave you in the dark or it will makes things worse.
we needa talk ...
I don't know where to start.
I know I'm going to regret letting you go..
but at the end of the day YOLO.
7 months? a long time to wait
4da1 ?
I'm not sure about that.
if were to be than things will work out later.
But I am a gentleman, shits gotta be legit
by the book, livin' by my code.
I gotta give you right, gotta be a man,
call you up, got you on that speed dial with a loveheart after your name.
gotta change somethings yeah girl, its off.
back to the phonebook,
no more hearts.
But where will I start?
when I hear your voice
I get weezy , butterflys? Nerves?
cos it ain't love.
women I console, no bitches love
your a good one, but I've had bad ones
I used to beileve in love.
Now?..
Yeah, I got love for this game, rollercoaster yeah girl. the trick is to cope with the drop
or at least put on a front, you don't know who's watching.
1 love, 1 game, 1 me. 1 girl? ahhh .
YOLO
Aprils very ownxo <3