A Good friend asked me a though provoking question,
The question itself is irrelevant,
but I brings me to think about the past 2 months,
how have I grown as a person?
am I too vain? self centered?
Man , I'm Still Aprilz? right?
Will my friends even let me know?
I think i gotta revisit the past, but how?
different alure in the air, means different people gonna stare
Different girl this time, I sure as hell regret the last one,
All that time I was doing so well, being cautious
Finally thought I found the real her.
Dam Aprilz i regret that shit,
I tell myself YOLO
but really? that was 4 months I'll never get back,
So many girls, want a chance, I'm no god,
I'm not better than them, I just think one of us will get hurt.
but you chose her Aprilz?
and she screwed you ? does that mean your judgements off?
you said some stuff mann, stuff that you were saving for that special one.
now? I hate to say this shit but, because of one girl like that,
I might not say that word again,
even if they deserve it.
Aprilzveryownxo
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